... boy problems ...

I have two dear girlfriends in a dilemma… Haay! Talk about boy problems…

+ If only men (specifically those we actually like!) were not so unbelievably stupid… But then again, it wouldn’t be much fun if they weren’t so… I guess there is a reason why they are how they are… Taking their stupidity out of them will take out the challenge in them… Harhar

+ Why do we always fall for such losers? We have our ideology on how Mr. Right should be, but then in the end, we still fall for the one who we thought we’ll never even look at from the start! We always choose the bad guy over the good guy… The difficult one over the easy one… The complicated over the blatantly simple… Why?! Because the thrill of the challenge and even the forbidden is incomparable… Living on the edge… Exciting! Dangerous… AND worst of all, deep down inside of us, we hope & even pray that we could be the one to change them from Bad guy to good guy - to our “ideal” Mr. Right…

+ They hurt you & scar you in ways you never thought they could… But they do. It changes you forever. Jaded is how some describe you. Perhaps. Letting go is easier said than done. Yet with all their “stupidity”, how come they’re able to bounce back faster than you can? Breathe & let go… It’s never fair, nobody said anything that it would be otherwise. So what do you do? You live with it. Breathe & let go… Breathe…

It’s raining again…

... my pinky ...

this is what boredom does to you... :-) Hehe

... a series of blurbs ...

+ I'm currently hooked & in love with the scent of Bath & Body Work's Warm Vanilla Sugar... Yummylicious! A friend of mine gave me a Bubble Bath with this scent & I can't get enough of it... I love it! Can somebody give me the whole bath/lotion/body spray set? Pretty please? This will definitely go on my Xmas wish list... :-)

+ In most cases, you know you're just wasting your time when you give advice to those who ask for one on how or what to do over something... It's a waste of time because you know they already know what it is they should do. They know, but refuse to do so... Instead, they ask for your advice. But what they want/hope to hear from you is the exact opposite of what they know they should do. They're not asking for an advice, but more like looking for an excuse! An excuse to prolong the state of their predicament so that they can delay what it is they know they should do already. Because whatever this situation they're in, they know they shouldn't be in it in the very first place... But eventhough you know they're not exactly asking for an advice, you still give them an attempt for an advice... Why? Because you've been there and you know how it is... I know, Doc. *sigh*

+ I have a headache... A culmination of hang over(lotsa them), much boredom, & those that need not be mentioned leads to this... *pfft!* I think too much.

+ Information leads to knowledge... Knowledge is power they say... So knowledge empowers you... But too much information, can overpower you? Stifling...

+ I came upon this on the papers a while ago, it's an advice collumn about this married man and his philandering ways... And this psychologist is giving an advice to the woman that this man is married to... The title of the article is she forgives, but can she forget?

Men have usually short memories and your husband might have already forgotten that affair with your friend as he dried himself up after his shower. Most of them have absolutely no scruples and an affair is sometimes nothing but a tennis match or a walk in the park.
It is, of course, the complete opposite for us women—we mope, agonize, sulk and carry love affairs like they are sacks of rice.
Every time you put on a happy face for your friends, believe that you really are happy—happy that you’ve gone over another hump in your 30-year marriage and happy that, despite everything, he is still there as part of your one family.
If, despite everything, you still feel wounded and terribly suspicious of your husband, then ask yourself if you’d be happier being alone and separated, and without him in your life forever.
Life is short. Take your pick.

Hmmm... *Sigh* True...
Life is indeed too short... Take your pick...

+ Now I really have a headache... :-)

Currently feeling... Empty. & Bored.

... the beach ...

my sister found the long lost VCD of one of my favorite movie the other day - The Beach... :-) I love getting lost in that movie...

Never refuse an invitation...
Never resist the unfamiliar...
Never fail to be polite...
But never outstay your welcome...
Just keep your mind open and suck in the experience...
And if it hurts -- it's probably worth it!

~0~

When you develop an infatuation for someone
You always find a reason to believe that this is exactly the person for you...
It doesn't need to be a good reason...
Now in the long run, that's just the kind of dumb irritating habit that will cause you to split up...
But that haze of infatuation, is just the kind of thing that you've been looking for all these years...

~0~

Desire is Desire wherever you go...
The Sun will not bleach it...
Nor the tide wash it away...

~0~

I still believe in Paradise...
At least I know it's not some place you can look for
This is not where you go...
It's how you feel for a moment in your Life when you're part of something...
And when you find that moment, it lasts forever...

Listening to: Beautiful Things by Andain/DJ Tiesto

...unloading...

My head is buzzing with so many thoughts right now... I wish I have a Pensieve, you know, like Professor Dumbledore's. Just so I can unload my thoughts and maybe have a clearer & lighter mind perhaps? Or maybe I'm just suffering still from a hangover... Tough!

+ "Hold yourself responsible to a higher standard than anybody else expects of you; never excuse yourself." -- Henry Ward Beecher (from Eds)

I'm decluttering my phone, so gagayahin ko si Paul...

+ Sad? Here's a bit of bitter but sweet truth... Someday, someone will walk into your life, and he will make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else... -Sol

+ What Oprah says about Men: If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't, nothing can make him stay. Never let him know everything, he will use it against you later. He is a man, nothing more, nothing less... You should never look for someone to complete you. A relationship consists of two whole individuals... Make him miss you sometimes, when a man always know where you are & know that you're readily available, he will take you for granted... -Sol. (yes, she texted ALL of this!)

+ we grow old & suddenly we want to hurry things up... Don't commit when you're not ready. Don't keep others waiting endlessly... To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy. Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons. To keep yourself warm, buy a jacket. In the long run, it will be less complicated & less costly. Take care of yourself. Don't wait for someone to take care of you... No one completes you except you... -Sol (yet again!)

+ "Each of us has a calling that's as unique as a fingerprint - and the best way to succeed is to discover what you love and then find a way to offer it to others in the form of service, working hard, and also allowing the energy of the universe to leade you..." - Oprah (from Pia)

+ Making a thousand friends a year is not a miracle. The miracle is to make a friend who stands by you for one thousand years... -Mike

+ Never feel shame for trying and failing for he who has never failed is he who has never tried... -Paul

BUZZZZZZZZZZZZ...

I did have a good weekend though. Though I partied a lot...



I still managed to get enough rest - slept for 9 hours!
And even had a productive day at work...
Nice!

Song of the Moment: Never... (past tense) By Tina Arena

...raining yet again...

* So yes, it is raining yet again! I still don't like the rain. And I'm still in a sentimental mood... Damn! But I'm much better at it, thank you... Another thing that's bad about the rainy weather, is that it makes you lazier than your usual lazy self. Since it started raining, I haven't been going to boxing as often as I planned to. So now I've gained back the 5 pounds that I lost...

* Soon as I had my car washed, rain has been pouring non-stop. I didn't have it washed until I couldn't bear it anymore. It looked like mud in wheels that I just had to have it washed... Also, at that time, the weather sort of cleared up, so I thought, the timing is just right. NOT!!! I guess you just never really know... The sun can be out shining and the sky all clear in one minute, and then the next thing you know it's raining hippos & elephants! Such is life.

* It was quite a weekened! Started out with the company party on Friday night. Hey our Team won an award! Pretty impressive I must say... As I've said before, it was a night to remember... At least bits and pieces of it and as much as my memory can permit me... Lots of eating and drinking, but basically more of the drinking of course. Afterwards we headed off to Embassy for more drinking... Etcetera... What-nots... Had work the next day and a baptism to go...
I'm a godmother yet again to Azenneth's darling lil Ashton. Such a sweety! Had on my swirly back dress, and felt super girly in it, then my mood was ruined when rain poured on us and just drenched us all! It's ok though, still felt girly. :-) After a delicious all-you-can-eat buffet, I finally went home and slept!!!! Bliss... But I woke up at almost mid-night and headed over at Nash's place for the usual beer guzzling affair... More drinking again, when I can still feel the remnants of my alcohol intake from the night before... Damn... Come Sunday, I didn't wake up until it was 3pm! And to cap off my weekend, I had an early dinner with lil sis at Pizza Hut - alcohol free!!!

* I feel like an Energizer bunny, I just keep on going and going and going... Somebody once told me, "Please say you're tired for a change!!!" I guess I do... I tend to push things to the limit... Somebody better tell me when I've reached the limit though. But then that's another hard part because I'm told that I could be very stubborn...

* A friend of mine told me that I think too much. How can one person think too much? Funny he said that, because I rememeber my Mom always reminding to THINK first before doing anything. And you know moms always knows best. And you know what, my mom is right, I should think FIRST before doing anything, and NOT the other way around.

Current mood: confused
Current song: Doing Too Much (by Paula Deanda)

...mushy rainy monday...

So it's raining yet again...
I hate rain. It brings out the sentimental being in me.
And as I turn on the radio... Lo and behold, their topic for the night is "your favorite break-up songs, etc". It made me laugh. Nice! Seriously...

What songs do you listen to when you want to deal with a break-up or some fall-out of some sort? And what do you do to surpass such things?

Pretty interesting topic I must say. Let's see... Since it's already raining, and the mushiness inside me is creeping out slowly, I might as well delve in the soppy mood and well, wallow in it. Yes why not. :-) Besides, I don't have any plans for the night... By choice!
Top Songs to wallow in (at random): Un-break my Heart(Toni Braxton), Dear Lie(TLC), Crave(Marc Dorsey), Broken Vow!(from OST Meteor Garden)... And the list could go on and on... Although I'm stumped with these at the moment...
Don't you hate it when you're in that god awful rut, when you actually feel the physical agony of your heart breaking (damnit I'm soppy tonight), and then you hear a song that just says it all for you... And then you can't do anything else but sing with the song ; full emote mode of course, and at the same time cry your heart out at the same time, as if ikaw yung nasa video nung kanta!!! Oh wag na magpa-kipot, aminin!!! Bwisit di ba? And then, as if the ordeal wasn't enough for you, you hit the back button (or repeat mode)and you play the song over and over and over and over again... making yourself go through, even re-live the pain of your break-up/fall-out whatever... *sigh* such sweet sorrow... oh the pain!!!
Another bad thing is when you "will" the phone to ring, and you hope - with all your hope, and pray to all the Gods and Saints that you can remember that it's that Mr. Somebody! Hoping that perhaps he could say something that can make everything better or something of the sort... You linger by the phone... You hold your mobile at all times, and you jump at every beep, and be put in misery when it doesn't... Shit!
One time I tried to fool myself that perhaps if I put my mobile on silent mode, (note that I've already "tried to fool myself"!) this way I thought I can pretend to be not expecting anything when in reality I'm anxiously awaiting even just a twitch from my damn mobile. What a lunatic... Turns out, I checked my mobile even more than I usually do. hehe :-p
Goodness!!! The things that you go through with such -ish!!!
From my high school days when we break up to make up and make up to break up... And the complex story of my so-called love(?) life now... Ay caramba!!!
How did it all become so complicated???
:-)
But I have to say... I wouldn't trade it all for anything... Good times man... Some painful memories, yes, but good nonetheless still...
Enough for now.
-FIN-

... blahs ...

+ nothing seems to be making sense lately... yet it actually makes sense that it's not making sense...

* I'm hating my job at the moment. I feel like I'm on a boat/ship that's about to catapult because there's no defined captain!!! I see no directions whatsoever as to where the Team is heading, and nobody can seem to make any decision on their own without consulting somebody - specifically Me. I think it's about time that they know know how the game is played... *pfft!*

+

the very essence of romance is uncertainty...

(The Importance of being Earnest) *wink* I love that line... but hate going through it...

* Had another verbal sparring with lil sis... Drama galore! Emotionally draining... Hate that when that happens... But of course the tough sister act has to stay...

+ I'm no French fan when it comes to football, but what the hell happened to Zidane???

...funny stuff...

--nung ikaw ay bata... nagawa mo ba to?--

*kumakain ka ba ng aratilis?

*nagpipitpit ng gumamela para gawing soapy bubbles na hihipan mo sa binilog na tanggkay ng walis tingting?

*pinipilit ka ba matulog ng nanay mo pag hapon at di ka papayagan maglaro pag di ka natulog?

*marunong ka magpatintero, saksak puso, langit-lupa, teleber-teleber, luksong tinik?

*malupit ka pag meron kang atari, family computer or nes?

*alam mo ang silbi ng up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, a, b, a, b, start?

*may mga damit ka na U.S.E.D., Boy London, Cross Colors, Esprit, Blowing Bubbles at pag nakakakita ka ng Bench na damit eh naalala mo si Richard Gomez?

*addict ka sa rainbow brite, carebears, my little pony,thundercats, bioman, voltes v, mazinger z, daimos, he-man at marami pang cartoons na hindi pa translated sa tagalog?

*nanonood ka ng shaider kasi nabobosohan mo si annie at type na type mo ang puting panty nya?

*marunong ka mag wordstar at nakahawak ka na talaga ng 5.25 na floppy disk?

*inaabangan mo lagi ang batibot at akala mo magkakatuluyan si kuya bodgie at ate sienna...nung high school ka inaabangan mo lagi beverly
hills 90210?

*gumagam it ka ng AQUANET para pataasin ang bangs mo?

*meron kang blouse na may padding kung babae ka at meron kang sapatos na mighty kid kung lalake ka?

*nangongolekta ka ng paper stationaries at mahilig ka magpa pirma sa slumbook mo para lang malaman mo kung sino ang crush ng type mo?

*kilala mo si manang bola at ang sitsiritsit girls? e si luning-ning at luging-ging?

*alam mo ibig sabihin ng time space warp at di mo makakalimutan ang
time space warp chant?

*idol mo si McGyver at nanonood ka ng Perfect Strangers?

*eto malupet... six digits lang ba ang phone number nyo dati?

*nakakatawag ka pa sa pay phone ng 3 bentesingko lang ang dala?

*cute pa si aiza seguerra sa eat bulaga at alam mo ang song na "eh kasi bata"?

*inabutan mo ba na ang Magnolia Chocolait eh nasa glass bottle pa na ginagawang lalagyan ng tubig ng nanay mo sa ref?

*meron kang pencil case na maraming compartments na pinagyayabang mo sa mga kaklase mo?

*noon mo pa hinahanap kung saan ang Goya Fun Factory?

*alam mo lyrics ng "tinapang bangus" at
"alagang-alaga namin si puti"?

*alam mo ang kantang "gloria labandera".. lumusong sha sa tubig ang paa ay nabasa at ang "1, 2, 3, asawa ni marie"... hehehehehe?

*sosyal ka pag may play-doh ka at Lego... at
nag-iipon ka ng G.I. Joe action figures at iba pa ang mukha ni barbie noon?

*inabutan mo pa yung singkong korteng bulaklak at yung diyes na square?

*lumaki kang bobo dahil ang akala mo nangangagat talaga ang alimango sa kantang tong-tong-tong...diba naninipit yun?

*alam mo yung kwento ng pari na binigyan ng pera yung batang umakyat ng puno para bumili ng panty... and shempre, alam mo rin ba kung ano
binigay nya sa nanay nung umakyat ng puno?

*meron kang kabisadong kanta ni andrew e na alam mo hanggang ngayon.. aminin?

*laging lampin ang sinasapin sa likod mo pag pinapawisan ka?

*bumibili ka ng tarzan, texas at bazooka bubble gum... tira-tira, at yung kending bilog na sinawsaw sa asukal?

*takot ka dumating ang year 1999 dahil sabi nla magugunaw daw ang mundo?

KUNG ALAM MO LAHAT DITO LAGPAS KA NA NG 25 YEARS
OLD... KAPAG HALOS LAHAT ALAM MO, NASA 23-25 KA...

WAG KA NA MAG DENY.. TUMAWA KA NA LANG... DIBA .75
CENTAVOS PA LANG PAMASAHE SA JEEP NUN AT MAS
MASARAP ANG MELLOW YELLOW KESA MOUNTAIN DEW? HAHAHAHA


~ o ~ o ~ o ~ o ~ o ~

Liar:
A man is dying of Cancer.
His son asked him, "Dad, why do u keep telling people u're
dying of AIDS?"
Answer: "So when I'm dead no one will dare touch ur mom!"

Three Feelings:
What's the difference between stress, tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant, Tension is when girlfriend is pregnant, and Panic is when both are pregnant.

Chinese Adam & Eve:
If Adam and Eve were Chinese, we would still be in paradise
because they would have ignored the apple and eaten the snake !

~ o ~ o ~ o ~ o ~ o ~


YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 when...

1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three.

4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.

5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses.

6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.

7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen.

8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it.

10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee.

11. You're reading this and nodding and laughing.

12. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward this message.

13. You are too busy to notice there was no #9 on this list.

14. You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a #9 on this list.

AND NOW YOU ARE LAUGHING at yourself.

Damnit!

I'm having a coronary...
France scored!!! Bugger...
I don't want them to win!
They've already beaten my Brazil!
Argh!!!
Grrr you Frenchmen!!!
Grrr....
huhu

Damnit!

I think I'm having a coronary... France scored man!!!! Damn the French!
I don't want them to win because they've already beaten my Brazil!!!
*breathe*

... Hello? Hello! Hello. ...

wala lang...

+ Like any other day, I answered the phone politely and said, "Company Name, Good afternoon..." The caller answered (in the chirpiest voice ever...), "Hi, good afternoon, this is Michelle from Company, sorry I dialled the wrong number! (I swear she must've been smiling as well) Goodbye!" BOING!!! HUH???? I was flummoxed... Had to give it to her for being so perky though.

+ I find it amazing that when users call to request for something, they have this tendency to assume that we would know what it is exactly that's on their mind... Details please? I didn't know mental telepathy was a requirement for my job... Hmmm...

+ This actually happened to a friend of mine some time ago... She called Globe to confirm if her global roaming was already activated in time for her Euro trip. The guy who answered sounded queer AND bitchy & goes, "INTERNATIONAL roaming you mean?" My friend was stumped, even incredulous, because she didn't know there was a difference between global & international roaming services - perhaps they also offer inter-galactic as well! By golly... But anyway, bitchy gay guy confirms that the service has been activated and even offered to inform my friend about the rates for France (take note that my friend did not ask for this info, and we do not know why he picked France). But my friend in turn informed him that she'll be visiting several countries & she has enumerated them in the application form... He asked for the countries, and he cut my friend when she mentioned Amsterdam and he goes, "Oh Amsterdam! Where's that... Oh Turkey. Hold on let me check..." BOING!!! Kakaloka...

... nonsensical baubles ...

+ I just realized that I just acquired 3 pairs of shoes just for the month of May... a black closed-toe wedge espadrilles, a turquoise & black knot (open toe) wedge espadrilles, & a black ballerina-like / grecian-like ribboned WEDGE shoe(from I AM)... I guess you could say I'm in the mood for WEDGEs. :-)

+ To Bling or not Bling my gasgas phone? Hmm...

+ I bought my first set of boxing gloves the other day. Yes, I'm serious this time. Color? - Fire engine red! Bought them at Rockwell before going on graveyard shift... The sales lady gave me TWO sets of gloves, when I only paid for just a pair... I didn't realize that this was the case until I was already here in the office! Kakatamad kaya bumalik... So now, until I get the chance to return it, I have two pairs of boxing gloves... *phooey*

+ Finally found a pair of brown metallic Havaianas! I was so happy when I found a pair in my size... *babaw* I've looked all over for it! *SMILE* Apparently there's a new term now for this brand of flipflops, it's now called Havs among the young crowd. HAVS??? I hate it when they shorten names like that... Imagine hearing, "I'll be wearing my black havs tomorrow, how about you?" Like fer sherr... Wtf? I seriously can't stand it. Similar to Bora for Boracay. It's just one more syllable, surely it won't kill to say it. It irks me when I hear "Bora" + that conyo ewan twang. Whatev! Grrr... harhar :-)

+ I'm in love... I'm in love & lovin it... I'm hooked! Can't seem to get it out of my system... It's too sinful really but I can't help myself... I just gotta have it... Mrs Fields Double Dutch Brownie bar, or was it Rocky Road? Basta, it's sooo sinfully good. Coming in at second place at the moment is Beard Papa's cream puffs.. Yummylicious! Ahlavet! Now if only men were as easy to fall in love with like chocolates & Cream puffs... :-)

... boxing, & etc ...

+ Let's BOX! :) Just had my 3rd boxing session today. Boy do I hurt all over! But it's all good... No pain, no gain as they say right? I have to jog soon, just to loosen up the muscles and increase the resistance... I miss doing cardio.. Naks! I'm no longer enrolled in any gym so gotta find more ways to entertain myself. *hehe* Gym just wasn't doing "it" for me anymore... Got too lazy of the monotonous work out with the various contraptions that were all too familiarly boring... So it was a good thing Elorde opened up a branch nearby - boxing it is! Talk about sweating it all out man... Pwede mo nang pigain shirt ko after a session - dri-fit Nike na daw yun ha! Ahlavet! :)

+ I have to stop this nonsense man... Bloody hell... Pull yourself together... Damnit... Crazy fool... Come on... Focus! No. No. NO.

+ 'Heard the new Paris Hilton song? Stars are blind... It's quite catchy actually... But the idea of Paris Hilton singing... Not to mention her doing the video... Ok, I'm ambivalent towards the whole thing... *hehe*
> Even though the gods are crazy... Even though the stars are blind... *LOL*

+ I'm lovin the song & video Promiscuous by Nelly Furtado & Timabaland... Luv it! Makes me reminisce about the bubble sessions that we used to have every weekend in Georgetown... *grin* Those were The Days... Miss them... They definitely don't dance the way we used to dance back in those days... *hehe*

... Avecilla - Bueser Nuptials ...

>o< Best wishes to my dear friend Azenneth who got married over the weekend! >o<

(with Melissa, Brian, Azenneth (d bride), & Moi)

She's my best girl friend from grade school... She and I have had a love-hate relationship... As Paul would say it, we grow better with time... I remember hating her when she first entered Montessori back in 3rd Grade. I didn't like her because, well, I just didn't - and being the bully that I was back then, so did everybody else of course! But Azenneth was a tough cookie... When I actually got to talk with her, we clicked & became good friends, and then we were the inseperable tandem. And then something happened, nag-inarte na kame, some say it was Brian (come on! haha), and we stopped talking to each other...
(hehe) Ten years passed (yes 10!), and we saw each other again at a school reunion and it was as if the 10 years didn't happen. They say forgive & forget, but in our case, we've simply forgotten about what it was that we were supposed to be angry with or forgive about!!! All we could remember were the good times that we had, and that in the end is what matters... Funny how we used to attend each other's bday parties, and now I''ve attended her wedding party & was even part of the entourage... *teary eyed*
It was a lovely wedding... Beautiful church... The bride was simply fabulous... Nice...
I'm happy for her & Andrew, & their baby boy Ashton. I'm glad that she has met & found someone that can finally hold her down! And I mean that in a good way. Love yah Tetet!!! Cheers for the Good times! And 'hope I'll still be part of the entourage on your golden anniversary! Mmwah!

And now, let me be in a "i-think-i-wanna-have-a-boyfriend-coz-i-don't-want-to-be-an-old-maid" mood please... harhar

... The Omen ...

+ Watched "The Omen" with the boys + biatch last night. Nobody didn't want to sit next to me for fear of getting whacked, or having their ear drums broken, or getting food & drinks all over them. *grin*
I sometimes have this reflex action to strike the person next to me when I'm startled, they usually just get in the way when my hand shoots up - Oops. Nothing personal really. And I sometimes squeak - ok I scream quite out loud when surprised... And I also tend to throw whatever it is I have in my hands when stunned. So given the fact that I had a jumbo strawberry kiwi daquiri in hand - well, it wasn't a good omen.. In the end I was seated in between two scaredy boys, most likely they were feeling so because they were in Lacoste & not about the movie! *hehe*

+ The movie was fairly ok, a bit boring & maybe even a bit drawn out if you expected more considering it's hype - 060606=666... anti-christ and all things evil... It had a bit of startling points for me but not as much as I expected. I only had one spilt moment, two whackings, and about 2 minute screams! Ha! So it was just ok... Our post mortem of the movie didn't do so well either.
Dapat ganito ganito yung nangyari... Dapat ginawa niya ganito... Di dapat ganun, ganito na lang sana... Kung ginawa nila yun, ganito sana! Haay... Wala nang series kung kami nasunod di ba?!

Haaay...

: : sigh... : :

I'm in a pensive mood...
*sigh*

: : schwing schwing : :

*schwing*
Chicane's concert was da bomb!
Actually... It was crappy at first to be honest.. But the company that I was with was all too happy that we just didn't really care - we still had a ball! While the band played like Side A, me & a friend of mine were listening to Tiesto on her mobile! *hehe* We wanted upbeat!!! And I think so did everybody else... But we all went crazy when they played Not an Ordinary Morning... Funny coz before going to World Trade, I was thinking about how in the world are we all gonna dance to that tune... We figured they wouldn't play it coz it was too slow like...
W R O N G ! !
Guess they knew it was going to be otherwise!!!
Then goes Love on the Run... Stoned in Love... Haaay...
*schwing*
Funny... But the song that got stuck in my mind was from Kaskade - It's you It's Me...
*schwing*
:-) Saturday

:-D Sunday

:-I Monday

? Tuesday
*schwing*
I feel so...
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Empty...

: : Chicane it is! : :

I have a headache...
Ok so I've finally decided on going to Chicane... It better be good!!! :-) I'm excited. *grin*
Galera can wait...

: : conflicting conflicts : :

Conflict... A clash...

Case 1: Miscaluculated about the date for Chicane's concert! Realized that it's on Saturday night, NOT Friday night as we thought earlier... This brings us to a conflict... Should we go to Puerto Galera for our Part II edition? or Chicane? Decisions, decisions! I would love to go to the beach! Of course I would. The Sun, Sea... But it's Chicane... And that means party time... What's a girl to do?
But then, we can always plan for another beach getaway... We can always go to the beach at any time... On the other hand, Chicane doesn't happen all the time... I've never been in any of Chicane's concert before... Clash!
Hassle...

Conflict...

Case 2: When two ideas collide, a state of disharmony occurs... Incompatible persons with opposing ideas? Inevitable conflict surely. Even worse if that person has no idea of what his true interests are... It would be like arguing with a wall.
Conflict of interest they say.
But who's interest is in conflict with who?!?
Is it my interest or yours?!? -Huh?!
Most likely one is protecting one's own. (but of course!) It's a case of saving one's own ass. Isn't it always?
Sadly for me, I'm not much in any position to argue. And it's my ass down the line... That went down the line actually.
But I won't let this affect ME.
So be it.
It will be a struggle that's for sure. But I'm a trooper...

I'm upset.
I'm angry.
Damnit!