...raining yet again...

* So yes, it is raining yet again! I still don't like the rain. And I'm still in a sentimental mood... Damn! But I'm much better at it, thank you... Another thing that's bad about the rainy weather, is that it makes you lazier than your usual lazy self. Since it started raining, I haven't been going to boxing as often as I planned to. So now I've gained back the 5 pounds that I lost...

* Soon as I had my car washed, rain has been pouring non-stop. I didn't have it washed until I couldn't bear it anymore. It looked like mud in wheels that I just had to have it washed... Also, at that time, the weather sort of cleared up, so I thought, the timing is just right. NOT!!! I guess you just never really know... The sun can be out shining and the sky all clear in one minute, and then the next thing you know it's raining hippos & elephants! Such is life.

* It was quite a weekened! Started out with the company party on Friday night. Hey our Team won an award! Pretty impressive I must say... As I've said before, it was a night to remember... At least bits and pieces of it and as much as my memory can permit me... Lots of eating and drinking, but basically more of the drinking of course. Afterwards we headed off to Embassy for more drinking... Etcetera... What-nots... Had work the next day and a baptism to go...
I'm a godmother yet again to Azenneth's darling lil Ashton. Such a sweety! Had on my swirly back dress, and felt super girly in it, then my mood was ruined when rain poured on us and just drenched us all! It's ok though, still felt girly. :-) After a delicious all-you-can-eat buffet, I finally went home and slept!!!! Bliss... But I woke up at almost mid-night and headed over at Nash's place for the usual beer guzzling affair... More drinking again, when I can still feel the remnants of my alcohol intake from the night before... Damn... Come Sunday, I didn't wake up until it was 3pm! And to cap off my weekend, I had an early dinner with lil sis at Pizza Hut - alcohol free!!!

* I feel like an Energizer bunny, I just keep on going and going and going... Somebody once told me, "Please say you're tired for a change!!!" I guess I do... I tend to push things to the limit... Somebody better tell me when I've reached the limit though. But then that's another hard part because I'm told that I could be very stubborn...

* A friend of mine told me that I think too much. How can one person think too much? Funny he said that, because I rememeber my Mom always reminding to THINK first before doing anything. And you know moms always knows best. And you know what, my mom is right, I should think FIRST before doing anything, and NOT the other way around.

Current mood: confused
Current song: Doing Too Much (by Paula Deanda)

...mushy rainy monday...

So it's raining yet again...
I hate rain. It brings out the sentimental being in me.
And as I turn on the radio... Lo and behold, their topic for the night is "your favorite break-up songs, etc". It made me laugh. Nice! Seriously...

What songs do you listen to when you want to deal with a break-up or some fall-out of some sort? And what do you do to surpass such things?

Pretty interesting topic I must say. Let's see... Since it's already raining, and the mushiness inside me is creeping out slowly, I might as well delve in the soppy mood and well, wallow in it. Yes why not. :-) Besides, I don't have any plans for the night... By choice!
Top Songs to wallow in (at random): Un-break my Heart(Toni Braxton), Dear Lie(TLC), Crave(Marc Dorsey), Broken Vow!(from OST Meteor Garden)... And the list could go on and on... Although I'm stumped with these at the moment...
Don't you hate it when you're in that god awful rut, when you actually feel the physical agony of your heart breaking (damnit I'm soppy tonight), and then you hear a song that just says it all for you... And then you can't do anything else but sing with the song ; full emote mode of course, and at the same time cry your heart out at the same time, as if ikaw yung nasa video nung kanta!!! Oh wag na magpa-kipot, aminin!!! Bwisit di ba? And then, as if the ordeal wasn't enough for you, you hit the back button (or repeat mode)and you play the song over and over and over and over again... making yourself go through, even re-live the pain of your break-up/fall-out whatever... *sigh* such sweet sorrow... oh the pain!!!
Another bad thing is when you "will" the phone to ring, and you hope - with all your hope, and pray to all the Gods and Saints that you can remember that it's that Mr. Somebody! Hoping that perhaps he could say something that can make everything better or something of the sort... You linger by the phone... You hold your mobile at all times, and you jump at every beep, and be put in misery when it doesn't... Shit!
One time I tried to fool myself that perhaps if I put my mobile on silent mode, (note that I've already "tried to fool myself"!) this way I thought I can pretend to be not expecting anything when in reality I'm anxiously awaiting even just a twitch from my damn mobile. What a lunatic... Turns out, I checked my mobile even more than I usually do. hehe :-p
Goodness!!! The things that you go through with such -ish!!!
From my high school days when we break up to make up and make up to break up... And the complex story of my so-called love(?) life now... Ay caramba!!!
How did it all become so complicated???
:-)
But I have to say... I wouldn't trade it all for anything... Good times man... Some painful memories, yes, but good nonetheless still...
Enough for now.
-FIN-

... blahs ...

+ nothing seems to be making sense lately... yet it actually makes sense that it's not making sense...

* I'm hating my job at the moment. I feel like I'm on a boat/ship that's about to catapult because there's no defined captain!!! I see no directions whatsoever as to where the Team is heading, and nobody can seem to make any decision on their own without consulting somebody - specifically Me. I think it's about time that they know know how the game is played... *pfft!*

+

the very essence of romance is uncertainty...

(The Importance of being Earnest) *wink* I love that line... but hate going through it...

* Had another verbal sparring with lil sis... Drama galore! Emotionally draining... Hate that when that happens... But of course the tough sister act has to stay...

+ I'm no French fan when it comes to football, but what the hell happened to Zidane???

...funny stuff...

--nung ikaw ay bata... nagawa mo ba to?--

*kumakain ka ba ng aratilis?

*nagpipitpit ng gumamela para gawing soapy bubbles na hihipan mo sa binilog na tanggkay ng walis tingting?

*pinipilit ka ba matulog ng nanay mo pag hapon at di ka papayagan maglaro pag di ka natulog?

*marunong ka magpatintero, saksak puso, langit-lupa, teleber-teleber, luksong tinik?

*malupit ka pag meron kang atari, family computer or nes?

*alam mo ang silbi ng up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, a, b, a, b, start?

*may mga damit ka na U.S.E.D., Boy London, Cross Colors, Esprit, Blowing Bubbles at pag nakakakita ka ng Bench na damit eh naalala mo si Richard Gomez?

*addict ka sa rainbow brite, carebears, my little pony,thundercats, bioman, voltes v, mazinger z, daimos, he-man at marami pang cartoons na hindi pa translated sa tagalog?

*nanonood ka ng shaider kasi nabobosohan mo si annie at type na type mo ang puting panty nya?

*marunong ka mag wordstar at nakahawak ka na talaga ng 5.25 na floppy disk?

*inaabangan mo lagi ang batibot at akala mo magkakatuluyan si kuya bodgie at ate sienna...nung high school ka inaabangan mo lagi beverly
hills 90210?

*gumagam it ka ng AQUANET para pataasin ang bangs mo?

*meron kang blouse na may padding kung babae ka at meron kang sapatos na mighty kid kung lalake ka?

*nangongolekta ka ng paper stationaries at mahilig ka magpa pirma sa slumbook mo para lang malaman mo kung sino ang crush ng type mo?

*kilala mo si manang bola at ang sitsiritsit girls? e si luning-ning at luging-ging?

*alam mo ibig sabihin ng time space warp at di mo makakalimutan ang
time space warp chant?

*idol mo si McGyver at nanonood ka ng Perfect Strangers?

*eto malupet... six digits lang ba ang phone number nyo dati?

*nakakatawag ka pa sa pay phone ng 3 bentesingko lang ang dala?

*cute pa si aiza seguerra sa eat bulaga at alam mo ang song na "eh kasi bata"?

*inabutan mo ba na ang Magnolia Chocolait eh nasa glass bottle pa na ginagawang lalagyan ng tubig ng nanay mo sa ref?

*meron kang pencil case na maraming compartments na pinagyayabang mo sa mga kaklase mo?

*noon mo pa hinahanap kung saan ang Goya Fun Factory?

*alam mo lyrics ng "tinapang bangus" at
"alagang-alaga namin si puti"?

*alam mo ang kantang "gloria labandera".. lumusong sha sa tubig ang paa ay nabasa at ang "1, 2, 3, asawa ni marie"... hehehehehe?

*sosyal ka pag may play-doh ka at Lego... at
nag-iipon ka ng G.I. Joe action figures at iba pa ang mukha ni barbie noon?

*inabutan mo pa yung singkong korteng bulaklak at yung diyes na square?

*lumaki kang bobo dahil ang akala mo nangangagat talaga ang alimango sa kantang tong-tong-tong...diba naninipit yun?

*alam mo yung kwento ng pari na binigyan ng pera yung batang umakyat ng puno para bumili ng panty... and shempre, alam mo rin ba kung ano
binigay nya sa nanay nung umakyat ng puno?

*meron kang kabisadong kanta ni andrew e na alam mo hanggang ngayon.. aminin?

*laging lampin ang sinasapin sa likod mo pag pinapawisan ka?

*bumibili ka ng tarzan, texas at bazooka bubble gum... tira-tira, at yung kending bilog na sinawsaw sa asukal?

*takot ka dumating ang year 1999 dahil sabi nla magugunaw daw ang mundo?

KUNG ALAM MO LAHAT DITO LAGPAS KA NA NG 25 YEARS
OLD... KAPAG HALOS LAHAT ALAM MO, NASA 23-25 KA...

WAG KA NA MAG DENY.. TUMAWA KA NA LANG... DIBA .75
CENTAVOS PA LANG PAMASAHE SA JEEP NUN AT MAS
MASARAP ANG MELLOW YELLOW KESA MOUNTAIN DEW? HAHAHAHA


~ o ~ o ~ o ~ o ~ o ~

Liar:
A man is dying of Cancer.
His son asked him, "Dad, why do u keep telling people u're
dying of AIDS?"
Answer: "So when I'm dead no one will dare touch ur mom!"

Three Feelings:
What's the difference between stress, tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant, Tension is when girlfriend is pregnant, and Panic is when both are pregnant.

Chinese Adam & Eve:
If Adam and Eve were Chinese, we would still be in paradise
because they would have ignored the apple and eaten the snake !

~ o ~ o ~ o ~ o ~ o ~


YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 when...

1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three.

4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.

5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses.

6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.

7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen.

8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it.

10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee.

11. You're reading this and nodding and laughing.

12. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward this message.

13. You are too busy to notice there was no #9 on this list.

14. You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a #9 on this list.

AND NOW YOU ARE LAUGHING at yourself.

Damnit!

I'm having a coronary...
France scored!!! Bugger...
I don't want them to win!
They've already beaten my Brazil!
Argh!!!
Grrr you Frenchmen!!!
Grrr....
huhu

Damnit!

I think I'm having a coronary... France scored man!!!! Damn the French!
I don't want them to win because they've already beaten my Brazil!!!
*breathe*