: : 2005!!! : :

It's a New Year yet again Baby!
Amazing...
Overwhelming to realize that 2004 is over...
Time doesn't stop for anyone of course - whether you're having a great life or otherwise...
Another start of the year to reflect on one's life...
To assess one's goals and aspirations...
And see LIFE... YOUR Life... and what has become of you...
Wonder if you "like" what you see in you... and around you...

The year didn't exactly start off in a good way... What with the Tsunami disaster in our neighbouring country... Doesn't it make you think(again) that Life is truly too short? And that one just never knows... Just that.. You just never know what destiny has in store for you as the cliche goes...
Hundreds of thousands of lives were wiped out literally in just moments...
Status, Race, Age, and one's gender does not matter...
When your time comes, nothing else can help you...
Coz that will be IT...
You just never know...

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I've always been a hypochondriac...
And my ultimate fear in life is death...
If I was given a choice, I'd rather not die really...
I would love to be an immortal, for I simply don't want to die... Thus explains my fascination with Anne Rice's novels about vampires...
I'm paranoid when I get sick...
"My head hurts - I'm dying"
"My tummy hurts - I'm dying"
"I cut myself(teensy weensy papercut) - I'm gonna die"
That's Me.

My family has a history of diabetes, high blood pressure, and even cancer to name a few. I've stopped eating red meat, coz I read an article that eating red meat increases your risk of cancer... Been (red)meat-less for 6 months now...
I've joined a gym to have a healthier lifestyle. Or at least I try...

I'm a worry wuss...

But for 2005, I've decided that worrying too much won't get you anywhere.
I mean, everybody dies eventually. Though I still don't want to die...
But I don't have to worry about that...
At least not now...
Life's too short.
And life should be lived to the fullest.
Whavetever happens, everyday should be a celebration of Life...
They say death should not be seen as an ending, but a beginning of another voyage in Life...
Everything happens for a reason...
For some, it may seem impossible to even have a reason for one's death, but beyond the grief and even anger, there ultimately is...

I think that's just too much death talk!!! =)

As I've said, for 2005...
Life is way too short...
Live life to the fullest!!!