... Anthem? ...

I think I'll take this as my anthem for 2006!
:)

Your Summer Anthem is Don't Cha by The Pussycat Dolls

"Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me? Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me? Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me? Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?" Your summer forecast: freaky and full of drama!

What's Your 2005 Summer Anthem?

... Which superhero are you? ...

I still remember the first time I watched Supergirl on Betamax... I watched it over & over again until my Nanay told me to stop. I was about 5 years old...
I was mesmerized by it all... I wanted to be Supergirl. Hell I thought I was Supergirl!
After watching the movie, I remember I was playing upstairs in my Lola's old house... I grabbed a red bedsheet & placed it over my shoulders, this was to be my red cape. Then I went by the staircase, I think my Lola's old house had a good 12steps in her staircase, & then I did what Supergirl would do - I jumped & flew.
I was flying...
At least I did for a couple of seconds. Then I landed flat on my bum, and that was the end of my illusion of being Supergirl.

Until now... I just took a Superhero Test, yes, I'm that bored right now... And the results show that I am Supergirl. :)
I guess I was always a Supergirl after all... We all are.

Your results:
You are Supergirl

Supergirl 85% Iron Man 75% Green Lantern 70% Wonder Woman 65% Hulk 65% The Flash 55% Robin 52% Superman 50% Spider-Man 50% Batman 30% Catwoman 30%

Lean, muscular and feminine.
Honest and a defender of the innocent.



Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

... 28DEC06 ...

Just spilling some blurbs...

• Spent Christmas Eve working... Terribly sad!!! Went straight home to Laguna to be with Family soon as my shift was over. That was comforting... Spent Christmas day with Family - a quiet day really, but soothing for me. Ate a lot! It's a great feeling to know that however things are with my life, wether good or bad, I'll always have my family to come home to no matter what. No matter how crazy my Family may seem :), and they really are (hehe) - I love 'em all. It was a happy Christmas... Miss my Nanay though...
• As I was about to rush home from my graveyard shift today (it's a Wednesday which means coding day for the "green-mean-machine") well, green-meany won't start! Wanted to cry... (been too emotional lately... it's the holiday blues coupled with what-nots) It was almost 7am and I just knew my car's gonna get towed... So had to ask the guards to "push" me so that I could park in Dela Rosa. Pfft! :( At this point I was really feeling so down already that I just wanted to sit by the curb & just bawl my eyes out... But Ate Pat came to my rescue & brought some wise men from the basement & they helped me out - they had to "push" the green-meany again & voila! Engine started! Thank God! Gotta get my battery checked though...
• And on another positive note, received the score standings today & found out that my Entourage Team + Top Models won first place from last Friday's Xmas Party!!! Whopee!!! Take that!!!! HMPH!!!! Was so happy!!! I thought the grand prize of 50points in the Top Model wouldn't be anything, but turns out that this helped a LOT to make our Team win & tie for the over-all Championship. All that hardwork definitely paid off!!! Emotional again... Grabe! It's the first time that such a competition was done in the Bank & I really don't know how my name was brought up & I was assigned as The Stylist (naks!). But whatdya know, I actually have some sense in Style then! hehe. At least now I have a career alternative to take into account just in case... Just in case!
• I am so sick of her pretending to be nice. Seriously. Magpakatotoo ka kaya. Get real! Coz I know otherwise. But I do not want to waste any more of my time on such nonsense. I've had enough of it all.
• Was finally able to wrap most of my gifts today... I know - only now! Only to realize that I still have to get some more gifts for some people... Whew! I promise to complete my holiday gift shopping before the year ends - which is just this week!
• I really miss my Nanay...
• I'm eating too much chocolates.
• I miss being my usual Me... Gotta get her back...

... It's Christmas once again ...

hohum...
yet another Christmas...
hmmm...
Been so busy lately (thankfully...), that I haven't had the chance to stop & "feel" Christmasy like I would usually do... And now it's Christmas Eve already... Oh well...
Will make it up next year...

~ * Happy Christmas to us all!!! * ~

Listening to: Miss you most (at Christmas time) by Mariah Carey

... let go ...

In the midst of my storm... i was lazily browsing thru and i happen to "click" on this article about "Letting go of Uncontrollables & Unchangeables"... Coincidence nga naman... Or Faith nudging you to be so... Here's the gist of it...

It's the admission of the obvious truth... that you are not responsible to affect a change or correct a problem which is beyond your competency, power, authority, or responsibility...

Releasing over-responsibility - giving permission to yourself to be free from an overresponsible sense of obligation, duty, or requirement to make everything "perfect'' in your life and the life of others....

No perfectionism - Allowing yourself to rid yourself of the perfectionistic need to control every aspect of your life so that nothing goes ``wrong'' in it.

Getting rational about what you can and cannot do - becoming realistic about what is and is not your obligation or duty to correct, change, or control.

Realistic acceptance of loss - after fully grieving a loss admitting that there is nothing left to be done but to accept the loss and hand the loss from this point on over to your Higher Power's care and love.

Surrender: Problem solving conclusion - culmination of extensive problem solving, brainstorming, and testing alternatives with the final conclusion that you can do nothing to change the circumstances of the issue out of your reach and control and that it would be saner and more realistic to free your energy up by surrendering and letting go of the issue and handing it over to your Higher Power.

*SIGH*
I'm just tired...
But I have made up my mind...
Waiting for the Numbness to pass... Or embracing it for comfort...

...change...

The only thing constant in Life is change...

Constant change... It's the one thing that we can be certain of as we travel through Life... The Certainty of Change... You can't stop it... You can't avoid it... It just happens... It just does... Learn to accept it...

The paradox of change... As always, there's an antithesis to this notion... In Religion class we are taught that we should be content... Yet still desire/welcome change...

2007 will definitely have some changes for Me... Be good or bad... or whatever... Change it is... And change it will be...