Thursday, September 28, 2006

: : Milenyo : :

A signal #3 storm is lashing outside with a vengeance... And I'm stuck inside the office, yes I'm at work... And the scene outside my window, is a scary sight to behold... I've never seen Ayala in such um - "natural disarray"... Wind is howling mad... Rain is really lashing it all out there... Trees are falling, & all sort of glass & metals from building are flying everywhere... Scary... I think I'm gonna cry... Damn...

I can't even drive out for fear that something might fall on me or something of the sort...And it doesn't help that I just checked out the news and it says "Falling billboard kills driver!"

So I am going to eat... Binge more like it... The cafeteria downstairs is miraculously still open and I bought FOOD - closest to home cooked meal as I can get that is. I had hacao, spicy squid, rice, & a nice slice of marjolaine... If this was gonna be my last meal might as well go all out eh? Yes, I'm morbid like this.

I think the rain is not that bad anymore...

Saturday, September 23, 2006

... boy problems ...

I have two dear girlfriends in a dilemma… Haay! Talk about boy problems…

+ If only men (specifically those we actually like!) were not so unbelievably stupid… But then again, it wouldn’t be much fun if they weren’t so… I guess there is a reason why they are how they are… Taking their stupidity out of them will take out the challenge in them… Harhar

+ Why do we always fall for such losers? We have our ideology on how Mr. Right should be, but then in the end, we still fall for the one who we thought we’ll never even look at from the start! We always choose the bad guy over the good guy… The difficult one over the easy one… The complicated over the blatantly simple… Why?! Because the thrill of the challenge and even the forbidden is incomparable… Living on the edge… Exciting! Dangerous… AND worst of all, deep down inside of us, we hope & even pray that we could be the one to change them from Bad guy to good guy - to our “ideal” Mr. Right…

+ They hurt you & scar you in ways you never thought they could… But they do. It changes you forever. Jaded is how some describe you. Perhaps. Letting go is easier said than done. Yet with all their “stupidity”, how come they’re able to bounce back faster than you can? Breathe & let go… It’s never fair, nobody said anything that it would be otherwise. So what do you do? You live with it. Breathe & let go… Breathe…

It’s raining again…

Sunday, September 03, 2006

... my pinky ...

this is what boredom does to you... :-) Hehe


my pet!

... a series of blurbs ...

+ I'm currently hooked & in love with the scent of Bath & Body Work's Warm Vanilla Sugar... Yummylicious! A friend of mine gave me a Bubble Bath with this scent & I can't get enough of it... I love it! Can somebody give me the whole bath/lotion/body spray set? Pretty please? This will definitely go on my Xmas wish list... :-)

+ In most cases, you know you're just wasting your time when you give advice to those who ask for one on how or what to do over something... It's a waste of time because you know they already know what it is they should do. They know, but refuse to do so... Instead, they ask for your advice. But what they want/hope to hear from you is the exact opposite of what they know they should do. They're not asking for an advice, but more like looking for an excuse! An excuse to prolong the state of their predicament so that they can delay what it is they know they should do already. Because whatever this situation they're in, they know they shouldn't be in it in the very first place... But eventhough you know they're not exactly asking for an advice, you still give them an attempt for an advice... Why? Because you've been there and you know how it is... I know, Doc. *sigh*

+ I have a headache... A culmination of hang over(lotsa them), much boredom, & those that need not be mentioned leads to this... *pfft!* I think too much.

+ Information leads to knowledge... Knowledge is power they say... So knowledge empowers you... But too much information, can overpower you? Stifling...

+ I came upon this on the papers a while ago, it's an advice collumn about this married man and his philandering ways... And this psychologist is giving an advice to the woman that this man is married to... The title of the article is she forgives, but can she forget?
Men have usually short memories and your husband might have already forgotten that affair with your friend as he dried himself up after his shower. Most of them have absolutely no scruples and an affair is sometimes nothing but a tennis match or a walk in the park.
It is, of course, the complete opposite for us women—we mope, agonize, sulk and carry love affairs like they are sacks of rice.
Every time you put on a happy face for your friends, believe that you really are happy—happy that you’ve gone over another hump in your 30-year marriage and happy that, despite everything, he is still there as part of your one family.
If, despite everything, you still feel wounded and terribly suspicious of your husband, then ask yourself if you’d be happier being alone and separated, and without him in your life forever.
Life is short. Take your pick.

Hmmm... *Sigh* True...
Life is indeed too short... Take your pick...

+ Now I really have a headache... :-)

Currently feeling... Empty. & Bored.